because it's not real because they're going to keep destroying other colonies like they destroyed yours other clans like they destroyed mine are you telling me that doesn't matter as long as you're leeching off their ignorant bliss?
I'M NOT i felt like i was dying. i couldn't i just wish they hadn't changed the name it's lazza now but it was wrecker straits before bc of the shipwrecks i guess that wasnt friendly enough but i couldn't do anything. they're going to take the wilds, too. you know they are.
yes i am!!!! i'm still me i promise i'm still me im do u know why i ran away it was bc i killed my parents i didnt mean to it was my dad then i wanted my mom to leave & i panicked but it doesn't have to be like that it's okay now. don't you miss having a family?
[ she's had this conversation before too. the difference was, then, she couldn't say she'd ever had a family. her parents were non-entities, people she'd barely known. concepts more than real figures in her mind.
that had changed. ]
i do.
[ but not in the way darcy is asking. not in the way that brings mavis to kossos. in the way that makes her mourn that darcy is gone. ]
then you should come. you could be with me. i miss you.
[ the mlm conundrum: is your friend messaging you like "hey hun" because they miss you or they want to sell you something (like a cult/hivemind)? darcy doesn't even know how much is them and how much is the hive being like "mavis will be enticed if darcy acts more like How They Were Before." it's a big sticky yikes. ]
i know. but it's not "talking into it", it's... they made me feel like i wasn't broken. that i could be something better. don't you want that, too? no more accidents?
i just want to help you. like all the times you helped me when i was having a panic attack. or all the times i helped you get food. right? you could be safe in kossos. we both could.
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they're everyone else's.
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i know what my feelings are.
i can be happy because everyone else is happy. why is that bad?
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because they're going to keep destroying other colonies like they destroyed yours
other clans like they destroyed mine
are you telling me that doesn't matter as long as you're leeching off their ignorant bliss?
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they just
it was necessary
?
that's what they're saying but i dont
want to talk about that
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i felt like i was dying. i couldn't
i just wish they hadn't changed the name
it's lazza now but it was wrecker straits before
bc of the shipwrecks i guess that wasnt friendly enough but
i couldn't do anything.
they're going to take the wilds, too. you know they are.
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i don't care about land.
but they won't take the kuruko clan.
[ and they can't. she's all that's left of it. as long as she's not part of them, then her clan survives. ]
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that doesn't matter.
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yeah, it does. you're all alone out there.
i was too, right? i get it.
you don't have to be, though. they don't care about you, but themis would.
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shut up
you aren't darcy
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i'm still me i promise i'm still me im
do u know why i ran away it was bc i killed my parents
i didnt mean to it was my dad then i wanted my mom to leave & i panicked
but it doesn't
have to be like that
it's okay now. don't you miss having a family?
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that had changed. ]
i do.
[ but not in the way darcy is asking. not in the way that brings mavis to kossos. in the way that makes her mourn that darcy is gone. ]
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then you should come. you could be with me. i miss you.
[ the mlm conundrum: is your friend messaging you like "hey hun" because they miss you or they want to sell you something (like a cult/hivemind)? darcy doesn't even know how much is them and how much is the hive being like "mavis will be enticed if darcy acts more like How They Were Before." it's a big sticky yikes. ]
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are they keeping you safe?
are you in the empire or back home?
[ please gods tell her that she isn't going to have to kill a thing that looks like darcy. ]
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i came back to the wilds to find you.
[ and it's weird and scary being away from the empire now but they don't want to talk about it because everything is ✨ fine and great ✨ ]
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you idiot, why would you do that?
i'm not going with you.
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it's not like i'm a venator or anything. i'm not going to make you go with me.
[ 🔍 not a venator..... but very sus ]
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that's how they start too, you know.
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they made me feel like i wasn't broken. that i could be something better. don't you want that, too? no more accidents?
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you idiot
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