I'M NOT i felt like i was dying. i couldn't i just wish they hadn't changed the name it's lazza now but it was wrecker straits before bc of the shipwrecks i guess that wasnt friendly enough but i couldn't do anything. they're going to take the wilds, too. you know they are.
yes i am!!!! i'm still me i promise i'm still me im do u know why i ran away it was bc i killed my parents i didnt mean to it was my dad then i wanted my mom to leave & i panicked but it doesn't have to be like that it's okay now. don't you miss having a family?
[ she's had this conversation before too. the difference was, then, she couldn't say she'd ever had a family. her parents were non-entities, people she'd barely known. concepts more than real figures in her mind.
that had changed. ]
i do.
[ but not in the way darcy is asking. not in the way that brings mavis to kossos. in the way that makes her mourn that darcy is gone. ]
then you should come. you could be with me. i miss you.
[ the mlm conundrum: is your friend messaging you like "hey hun" because they miss you or they want to sell you something (like a cult/hivemind)? darcy doesn't even know how much is them and how much is the hive being like "mavis will be enticed if darcy acts more like How They Were Before." it's a big sticky yikes. ]
i know. but it's not "talking into it", it's... they made me feel like i wasn't broken. that i could be something better. don't you want that, too? no more accidents?
i just want to help you. like all the times you helped me when i was having a panic attack. or all the times i helped you get food. right? you could be safe in kossos. we both could.
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i felt like i was dying. i couldn't
i just wish they hadn't changed the name
it's lazza now but it was wrecker straits before
bc of the shipwrecks i guess that wasnt friendly enough but
i couldn't do anything.
they're going to take the wilds, too. you know they are.
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i don't care about land.
but they won't take the kuruko clan.
[ and they can't. she's all that's left of it. as long as she's not part of them, then her clan survives. ]
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that doesn't matter.
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yeah, it does. you're all alone out there.
i was too, right? i get it.
you don't have to be, though. they don't care about you, but themis would.
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shut up
you aren't darcy
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i'm still me i promise i'm still me im
do u know why i ran away it was bc i killed my parents
i didnt mean to it was my dad then i wanted my mom to leave & i panicked
but it doesn't
have to be like that
it's okay now. don't you miss having a family?
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that had changed. ]
i do.
[ but not in the way darcy is asking. not in the way that brings mavis to kossos. in the way that makes her mourn that darcy is gone. ]
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then you should come. you could be with me. i miss you.
[ the mlm conundrum: is your friend messaging you like "hey hun" because they miss you or they want to sell you something (like a cult/hivemind)? darcy doesn't even know how much is them and how much is the hive being like "mavis will be enticed if darcy acts more like How They Were Before." it's a big sticky yikes. ]
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are they keeping you safe?
are you in the empire or back home?
[ please gods tell her that she isn't going to have to kill a thing that looks like darcy. ]
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i came back to the wilds to find you.
[ and it's weird and scary being away from the empire now but they don't want to talk about it because everything is ✨ fine and great ✨ ]
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you idiot, why would you do that?
i'm not going with you.
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it's not like i'm a venator or anything. i'm not going to make you go with me.
[ 🔍 not a venator..... but very sus ]
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that's how they start too, you know.
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they made me feel like i wasn't broken. that i could be something better. don't you want that, too? no more accidents?
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you idiot
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